I will survive. That’s the news. Full-on surgery and recovery, then full-on chemo and radiotherapy, and none of it fun, but all of it better than dying.

I’m washed out. Overwhelmed. I wept when I walked in the door tonight – me! This has been the most stressful period of my life and I was finally able to let it out.

More tomorrow. Tonight I have a bottle of wine to deal with.